Pain is hard to bear all alone.
Are you truly loved if you can be in pain and someone who says they love you does not take your pain seriously?
Life is suffering sometimes and there are ways through every pain if you don’t resist the lesson the pain is there to teach.
But it is hard hard hard to be in pain and try to find relief through connection but you cannot find the person who will connect with you and be with you through it.
That person does not exist. At least that person cannot be found as I cast about.
Loving, eager, hopeful for love’s return. Slammed door in face. Other people more important than me.
Always other people more important than me. I want to change that, just have not yet. Will stay optimistic. Will keep believing it is possible and I just have not found it yet. I might be that important to someone, someday. I have to believe. For now I can only get comfort in the belief that it might happen, not that it has happened yet.
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